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Vividcon Premieres Show - Initial notes - 1

Okay, first of all, I wish to register a complaint. Everyone told me Vividcon would be sparkly and fun and instructive and welcoming to nonvidders, and it was all of these things. But no one warned me that it would also be a weekend of PAIN. A weekend of watching glowing new art created from ALL MY DEAD SHOWS. Firefly, dead. Angel, dead. Wonderfalls, dead. Dead, dead, DEAD. Oh, my shows. *weeps*

*pulls self together*

This is going to be a non-exhaustive discussion of vids from the Premieres show. I'm not sure I'll have anything substantive to say about any of them, since I don't think I get enough from vids on one viewing to say more than "I like!" or "I don't like!" (Sometimes I don't get enough on repeated viewings to say more than that, but I'll try. Because I went to panels, and I was educated. Yes, I was. I have hand-outs. I learned vocabulary. They built me better, stronger, faster--yes! I am the Six Million Dollar Feedbacker! Except maybe for the faster thing. Maybe I'm only the Three Million Dollar Feedbacker.) I expect to do more thorough reports when I get the con DVDs and/or as I download the vids as they become available online.

Two warnings: (1) I'm not going to cover every vid, though this will be more from failure of memory than from an unwillingness to say what I dislike, because (2) I will say negative things as well as positive ones. But I don't tend to remember vids for shows I don't know -- I had quite literally forgotten most of the Smallville and Stargate vids by the time of the vid review the next morning -- and some vids are just not for me.

Oh, and since this confused me in many of last year's reports: a premiere has been defined as a vid which hasn't previously shown at a con, even if it's been available online. (I gather this is going to change for next year, because of the number of vids submitted.) Vids also premiere in places other than the Premieres show, but I'll be covering those under separate entries.



[livejournal.com profile] killabeez and [livejournal.com profile] laurashapiro, Not Only Human (XF)

I'm going to go through most of the vids in playlist order, but I'm putting this one first because it was the vid of the con for me. Laura has now (co-)created two X Files character vids that just blow me away. And although it would be unfair to consider this simply in light of "Rook," since it very much stands on its own, I would like to start off by mentioning how well it does work as a companion piece to the other vid. It was always the interaction between Mulder and Scully that made The X Files for me; I tended to be less interested in either character alone than in both of them together, although Scully was my favorite. So it's something of a surprise to me that both of these vids, which concentrate on the single characters and their different quests, strike me as utterly true--as condensing down the essence of characters I'd always defined in terms of each other, and defining them in terms of their individual selves instead, and not falsifying them despite rendering peripheral an element I'd always considered central. And of course I'm rendering it central again, by the contrast and implication, because I can't escape my own obsessions.

But the vids are just such a study in contrasts: "Rook" has the color scheme I've always associated with XF, the icy blues, the blacks and whites, matching the chilly ethereal clarity of the lead singer's voice; "Not Only Human" draws on the color palette I so loved in the Biogenesis trilogy/"all things"/"Within/Without," the oranges and yellows and deep verdant living greens, and intersperses them with other rich colors, deep golden light and the reds of blood and fire and tattoo ink, colors that match the warmth of Heather Nova's voice. (Some of the scenes with a golden cast -- Scully in the sand, Emily retreating -- I remembered as being white in the show; I suppose I could pull out my DVDs to check, but it seems much easier to just ask Laura if she and Killa put in color filters. ;) Mulder is always, by default, looking up, looking out, looking at the sky; it's a telling moment when he looks down. Scully is looking down at crosses, hands, microscopes, slides; it's a telling moment when she looks up at the sky, and even when she gazes up at the night sky, she turns, she looks back, she looks down. She looks within. She pulls back the curtain to enter Albert Hosteen's sacred death watch; she opens the door of a temple to enter revelation.

So much here, even on first viewing: the paralleling of Scully's religious faith and her scientific inquiry. The emphasis on the body, always the body, the body dying and reborn: the blood from cancer, the blood from gunshot wounds, a corpse disintegrating into the ground and flowers growing out of it, cell division. The dead snake which is the green of living leaves; the dying leaves falling to the ground. The alien's face fading into the child's face: we are not human; they are not alien.

This vid made me so happy I almost cried.

[livejournal.com profile] gwyn_r, Valentine Heart (Angel)

Gwyn's vids often have a compelling sweetness; sometimes this works for me, and sometimes it doesn't. And here it really, really doesn't, because I just don't agree with the view of the Wesley/Lilah relationship being argued. The song is beautiful and sweet and sad and resigned: too resigned to feel like Lilah, and too wise to feel like Wesley. In the Vid Review, several people commented they saw the song as an ironic counterpoint to the action; if this is so, I entirely missed it. I felt like the song -- the sound even more than the lyrics -- was arguing for a romantic and optimistic take on the relationship that is just so at odds with my own interpretation of the show that I kept balking at it so badly that I had a hard time focusing on the screen. Maybe on rewatch I'll see the irony others did, or I'll be more persuaded by Gwyn's interpretation.

At the same time, by the end of the vid I was wondering if that Wesley/Lilah story I scrapped a while ago was really unfixable after all, so despite my qualms I was clearly affected in some way.

Mudd, Spooky (Sleepy Hollow)

This song is completely wrong for this film. The lyrics work with the content, but the sound is just too off: the song is too funky and too seventies to work with the film's elegant period-piece feel. I can't say anything about the visuals works to counterbalance this -- it seemed mostly stolid choices with all too many talking heads; I was astonished that a film I remember as having Tim Burton's usual striking visuals and design could be made to look so dull.

[livejournal.com profile] flummery (Seah & Margie), What It's Really About and Big Red Boat (Joan of Arcadia)

I was so happy to see two Joan of Arcadia vids listed in the Premieres show. "What It's Really About" made me oddly cranky, and I'm not sure why. I think I considered both vids de facto recruiter vids for Joan, since it's not a show that's popular with most of the vidders I know, and I was unfairly upset that someone recruited by "What It's Really About" would have wrong expectations about the show; this is a neurotic complaint that was well laid to rest by "Big Red Boat," so now maybe I can rewatch "What It's Really About" on its own merits.

Many critics of the show have complained that the Will storylines are so different from the rest of the show; I think they're important thematically, but this vid did make it clear how strikingly different from the rest of the show they are, both in terms of plot and in terms of look. The color palette is completely different than it is for the rest of the show, which tends to the warm and sunny; this really did look like Law & Order: Arcadia. That said, it's a lovely character study of Will, and although I could tell almost from the beginning where it was going and that the climax would have to be Will stumbling into Luke and Joan's arms, I could tell this because the vid was telling a well-defined story. The foreknowledge didn't make the ending boring; it made it feel like coming home.

But the Joan vid I really loved was Big Red Boat, and I'm sure I'm not the only one who was heartbroken the next morning when [livejournal.com profile] tzikeh pointed out the song wasn't available for general distribution. This is pretty much quintessential Joan, and quintessential Joan: bouncy, charming, energetic, and loving. And this was a really lovely example of reified metaphor: Joan is building a literal boat, but the metaphoric meaning of the boat in the show is that she's building connections among people--and the song is using the metaphor of the boat in the exact same way. I could tell from audience reaction that this was working as a recruiter vid, and I couldn't be more be delighted by that -- but as someone who already watches the show, I was equally delighted by the way the vid encapsulated the show's most central themes and conveyed its spirit and style.

I was worried that the opening and closing--which both focused on Joan's interactions with the various embodiments of God--might make the vid seem incomprehensible and chaotic to people unfamiliar with the show, but the audience seemed engaged from the very beginning; I think maybe similar movements and actions in the clip choices conveyed a feeling that these clips were connected rather than random? --but I'll have to rewatch to be sure. This was definitely the case at the end; I'd never realized so many of the God incarnations waved good-bye with the same cheerful little movement.

[livejournal.com profile] przed, No Fear, No Hate, No Pain (No Broken Hearts) (Equilibrium)

This was gorgeous. I couldn't believe I'd never heard of this movie, and then in the intermission I remembered that in fact I had heard of it, because at some point over AIM [livejournal.com profile] nestra had explained at great length and with great bitterness that it had managed to waste Sean Bean, Christian Bale, and Emily Watson. And I want to rent it anyway now. Because the vid is just that gorgeous.

Sorry, without context and without seeing it again, I'm not sure I can say anything else. I think I did like the climax of the vid which seemed to be Bale's character having to make some sort of decision, and shooting through memories of Bean and Watson, shooting someone, shooting a glass picture window which collapsed to show something else ... ? There were a lot of clips that seemed to be reveals, windows or screens shattering to show something else, scenes pulling back to prove to be remote screens as cameras spied -- I got a sense of energy, urgency, threat, and paranoia.

And also Sean Bean recites Yeats. It's not that I distrust [livejournal.com profile] nestra. It's just that it's so pretty. And it quotes Yeats.

This is taking longer than I thought, so I'll stop here. More later.

[identity profile] djinanna.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
(The pain of the dead shows never ends.)

I would have said "hi" to you this weekend but I (1) never IDed who you were and (2) am shy. So hello now!
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[identity profile] thuviaptarth.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
I saw you once, but I was shy, and also I think the vid show was starting. So hi!
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[personal profile] heresluck 2004-08-18 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
They built me better, stronger, faster--yes! I am the Six Million Dollar Feedbacker! Except maybe for the faster thing. Maybe I'm only the Three Million Dollar Feedbacker.

Also, you got way more out of "Not Only Human" than I did on the first viewing. I was mostly just "Scully! Scully!" Which, flattering for Laura and Killa, but not so much with the insightful.
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[identity profile] thuviaptarth.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I may have downloaded and watched it a time or five since Vividcon. But yeah. The color thing was so striking, either because I actually have learned something from you guys, or because The X Files really is all blue, white, and black in my head. Well, except for Scully's hair.
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[personal profile] heresluck 2004-08-18 08:24 am (UTC)(link)
Well, you didn't learn any color stuff from me; I still have a hard time thinking about color in my own vids, let alone processing it in other people's. It was one of the things I wanted to consciously work on in the Firefly vid and didn't get to because I ran out of time and brain cells. I'll have to do some tweaking, or possibly a lot of tweaking, before I release the online version.

As for Scully -- the vid I'm starting to see in my head is pretty much nothing like "Not Only Human," because the song is so different, so no worries. It's more like "Rook." Except for the part where it's not actually very much like "Rook." In my head. You know, I think I should just stop talking about this vid and wait to see what it looks like when it's done.
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[identity profile] thuviaptarth.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 07:44 am (UTC)(link)
Also, you are *not allowed* to use this as an excuse not to make your own Scully vid. The world needs more Scully.

[identity profile] boniblithe.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
I watched The Mountain last night, which you didn't talk about yet but you might, and I noticed that - in addition to the circle/vertical imagery that Lum pointed out, the color also plays to big effect in that vid. Frodo starts out warm, warm, golden and fire and ends in cool, darker, ships and mists. Aragorn starts out cool and dark, steely, less color and as he progresses he gets warmer as he approaches his kingship, finally with lots of color when he reaches his peak - and then the vid ends with his death, and back to the colder palette again.

FAB. U. LOUS.
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[identity profile] thuviaptarth.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 07:49 am (UTC)(link)
I haven't downloaded "The Mountain" yet. It requires a password, which requires personal interaction, and I'm still intimidated. Maybe I'll work up to it tonight.

I will indeed cover the "The Mountain" because it was another one that blew me away.

[identity profile] boniblithe.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 07:56 am (UTC)(link)
It's a shame you don't know anyone who could SEND IT TO YOU.
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[identity profile] thuviaptarth.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 08:02 am (UTC)(link)
It's a shame I'm too neurotic to ask two perfectly sane and friendly people for a password.

And that I don't know anyone who could send me "Big Red Boat."

[identity profile] vonnie-k.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 10:09 am (UTC)(link)
I'd, like, sell all my hair and give away the clothes off my back if it means I could watch "Big Red Boat" again *right now*. It just made my night, and I was so happy, so happy, that Seah and Margie captured the spirit of the show so well.

I need to watch "Mountain" again. And it was really interesting to read your reaction to Gwyn's "Valentine Heart", because I was dimly aware of the fact the vid gave us a skewed perception of the Wes/Lilah relationship by emphasizing the few moments of real tenderness between the two (the scene with the dollar bill, the burning of the contract) instead of the ugliness, but it was so beautifully made with a kind of heartbreakingly nostalgic glow to it that I loved it anyway. It was sort of like... looking at sepia photographs of people who have passed on, and reliving the memories cushioned by the distance of time, you know?

Not trying to argue my point/convince you or anything. I kind wish people would go into more details about why a vid did or didn't work for them in their con report, because I find them fascinating, especially when the reactions are different.

Hmmm. It's lunch time, so maybe no one will notice if I lock my office door, get my headphones out, and watch "Not Only Human" half a dozen times...

[identity profile] nestra.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
People are clearly determined to subject themselves to Equilibrium no matter what I say, and everyone will probably love it and I will be the Weird Grumpy Bitch of fandom.

But you really, really don't need to see it. Although I suppose that this is hopeless, since Space Beowulf is on your queue.
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[identity profile] thuviaptarth.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
Well, yeah. But it's not like I expect to enjoy Space Beowulf because it's *good*.

Okay, now *I'm* the one who's incoherent.

[identity profile] laurashapiro.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
Just...thank you. ::beam::

Also, we did use a couple of color filters. (: The Emily retreating shot was always golden orange, but we de-blued the "perfume commercial" sand shots (the one of her feet at the beginning, and the final shot) and made them golden as well.
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Re: Okay, now *I'm* the one who's incoherent.

[identity profile] thuviaptarth.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 09:08 am (UTC)(link)
*beams back at you*

And thank you for the confirmation on the color changes.
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Re: Okay, now *I'm* the one who's incoherent.

[identity profile] thuviaptarth.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh -- I wanted to ask where the clip of the hand running up Scully's leg came from, because I wasn't sure I recognized it. "Milagro"?

Re: Okay, now *I'm* the one who's incoherent.

[identity profile] laurashapiro.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 02:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Yup, "Milagro" it is.

[identity profile] gwyn-r.livejournal.com 2004-08-18 09:56 am (UTC)(link)
I'm afraid of commenting for fear of either looking defensive, or of seeming to challenge you, neither of which I want to do, but I'm very curious about the interpretation of Valentine Heart. It sounds like you felt the vid was about a positive or hopeful relationship (I didn't really agree with the person who commented in the panel that Wes's relationship with Lilah was the healthiest one he'd ever had) -- is that correct? Was it the song that made it seem that way, or the clip choice itself? I definitely don't want to sound confrontational, because I'm genuinely curious -- I rarely get feedback on vids so your comments are very interesting to me. Especially the sweetness aspect -- I've been called many things, but never sweet! Usually people tell me they run away from my vids because they're always dark and bleak and bittersweet or just violent, except for the few lightweight comedic ones I've done. So this is really interesting to hear, for me, and one of those things I want to ponder. (I think the only recent vid I would classify as sweet is a Spike vid that I have really come to dislike, but it was my way of getting Spike's death out of my head.)

So this interests me a lot, especially as it applies to VH, mostly because I'm still in a strange mental state about the vid. I can't say I have any argument at all for it (other than to show a fucked-up relationship that I adored), but I think vidder's arguments in their vids are largely meaningless, it's how the audience sees them and what they get out of it that counts. Which is why your comments and reaction to the vid interest me -- I'd love to know if it's largely an effect of the music or of how/what I used in terms of clips, or the combo of both. Or, hell, even past experience with other vids!
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[identity profile] thuviaptarth.livejournal.com 2004-08-31 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Hi, Gwyn. Sorry for the delay. I think the vids of yours I've seen are last year's Spuffy vid, "Valentine Heart," "Santa Monica," and "Through Your Hands," all of which strike me as having a kind of gentle take on the characters -- not that this is bad, or that it's a dishonest take, but they seem to regard the character's flaws and mistakes with a ery forgiving eye, which works for me really well in "Through Your Hands," and not as well in the others -- and this is undoubtedly as much or more about my preconceptions of the characters as it is about anything you can do. I think it's probably irreconciliable interpretations of canon, really.

I rewatched "Valentine Heart," and I'm not sure I can say much more than I did before. The song strikes me as sweet, and regretful, and resigned; as if it's told from a place of regret, but also a place of peace. And this just doesn't accord with my view of Wesley at the end of S4, which is where I'd have to place the retrospective point of view. I think that the slowness of some of the beginning clips -- is this slo-mo, or just a problem with my computer? -- also makes me see this as a kind of idealized remembrance of the relationship and the interaction, a kind of indication of something being as precious as it is painful -- whereas I interpret Wesley as really, all in all, tipping over more towards the pain.